in between HEAVEN and HELL..
i have always wanted to bang my head on stage like this.. :P

i have always wanted to bang my head on stage like this.. :P


must have!

must have!


correct

correct




zukiipanda said:
"Hey how you been?"

hey!.. :) im doin fyn.. college  bwaha >:)

Posted on July/28/2011

writing all my frustrations …

I hate couples who are overly affectionate in public,just get naked already!!

I hate parents who talk about their kids ALL THE TIME, theyll leave wen u get old!

I hate it how the audience of Oprah clap at everything she says because she is just oh so inspirational

I hate it when you spray deodorant (in a confined space) and you can’t breathe for the next minute or two. So you have to either run to the other side of the room to take a quick breath before the deodorant gets there or you have to breathe into a towel or something so you don’t die of deodorant inhalation.

i hate it when i have to travel so far jst to see someone..can we have flying trains?

i hate noisy, over the top people!! shut up!!

i hate how i have to decide ,and when i chose the wrong one and end up blaming myself cuz im not happy..

i hate it when i have to wake up so early and end up hating my life so much..

i hate  my new school,yet i cant transfer cuz of my parents ..

i hate riding the damn bus! …people always ask for time..

i hate teachers,that are dumb

i hate having to drink 5 diff kinds of tablets to add more blood in me!..im sch a pale anemic bitch!

i hate this smart bitch in our class..when i ask her to teach me something.. she’ll jst say “im not sure im sorry” then y the fuck! are u getting higher scores than we do? if ur not sure!! ..selfish whore!!..

i hate it wen i get home my dog just looks at me :( huhuhu can u jump like crazy plsss… so i could feel wanted for once.. :(

I hate people who listen to crappy music

i hate it when they make me sing high notes i feel like my head’s gonna blow up..

i hate having 500 pesos for 1 week.. :(

i hate wen my dad ask me u dont like the food? jst cook ur own food.. hell!!!

i hate it when im too afraid to take a risk ,and when someone else grabs the opportunity i get envious and self pity-ish …

:((((((((((


i said ..life hates me so much,that ive decided to hate it back..

i warn you my blog will make u think im crazy..

Alright. Fuck it.im writing this, because I actually hate life so fucking much, and I’m tired of not sharing what ive been feeling for the sake of professionalism. i remembered reading someone’s blog,he quoted “if one door closes,another one opens” uhhh its hell to believe in it ,when mine just tells “when one door closes,nothing will open nxt and ull shit bricks and bad lucks comes ur way kid” thats mine.. :(

im so pessimistic and ive been blaming myself for every bad luck i got .. haha >:P


help..

i jst need a person to punch hard.. some drinks,and a pillow.. hoooo hoi… :(


Even good excuses, really good ones, don’t help very much.excuses are easy to find but its fucking! useless.. just fucking leave me alone… hate life now.. that its getting more useless as it should be… pissed of with everything!

-my bitchass diary